Tuesday, January 30, 2018

Why?

why do diabetics get in such snits when they have a sugar crash?

Why don’t diabetics eat on schedule?

Why don’t they test regularly?

Why don’t they take better care of themselves?

Why does a diabetic expect their spouse to take care of them?

If you know you have sugar crashes, why don’t you carry your glucose tabs in your pocket?

Why do you expect someone else to go get them for you?

Why do you think the world revolves around you, when it doesn’t?

Why do you have to get pissed off in public and show your ugliest version of yourself when you are crashing?

Why do you take it out on your spouse?

Why can’t you remember exactly how ugly you just acted?

Why do you get so pissed off just because your spouse is too worn out, too exhausted to care?

Why can’t you comprehend that your ugliness is what wears your spouse out?

Why do you seem to think that getting nasty and yelling will do anything at all?

Why can’t you think?

Why can’t you have an ounce of logic or reason?

Why do you expect others to tolerate such horrid behavior?

How long do you think anyone can love you when you are being so ugly?

WHY?


3 comments:

Lilly said...

DW,

It's been a very long time since we talked. Somehow, you have still managed to hang in there, although there are no real answers for your "Why?" I need to tell you again how much you helped me through your blogging. I think you helped me maintain my sanity, as I thought I was the only one who was struggling to deal with the "whys." You are a strong woman. DO continue to take care of yourself!


Lilly

Diabeteswife said...

Lilly! It's wonderful to hear from you again. I hope and pray you are happy these days! Some days I wonder if I'm a strong woman, or an incredibly stupid woman? LOL! Thank you for your kind words. May your life be blessed!

Lilly said...

Most of the time, I am doing much better. However, my ex recently died. It has stirred up a lot for me that I hadn’t bargained for. Made the same posts on my 2 blogs regarding that. I also need to get on the ball with my “Starting Over” blog, as there have been many blessings as well. DW, you are not stupid! Each of us has to find our own way through the craziness, and you have chosen to stay. Staying or leaving: it is a tough decision either way! It’s great to hear from you too. May your life be blessed as well! ❤️