I often wonder. My hubby has had such a stressful week at work. In a nutshell, it started last Saturday night when one of his employee's spouses called here at home. I can't go into details, but in the 12 years I have been with this man, I can honestly say he has been more meetings, dealt with more divisions, talked more on the phone that I have ever seen him do in a week. I literally thought on one morning that I'd find him dead from stress.....and he is dealing with it all fairly well - it's just the volume that I'm concerned with.
Needless to say it's been a difficult week and I've been walking on pins and needles all week long, trying not to do or say anything that might add to his level of stress. But I also think this is what brought on the last blow-out, his stress. So we did sit down and talk about that and it's been a much calmer week.
I worry that his adrenaline levels have been sky high all week long. I don't believe he has tested his glucose at all. He ate a huge pan of cinnamon rolls that he picked up at the grocery - one of those 9x13 aluminum trays. Last night he ordered bread pudding at the restaurant after eating a huge platter of ribs, pulled pork, potatoes and cole slaw. I know he is stress eating.
So I have to wonder how much one person can take? I wish I could make it go away, but I can't. I'm praying that the worst of it is over, but I don't think it is. I think this is the week of the "car wreck" and next week will be like day 2 - when the pain really hits you.
I've managed to paint a couple more walls this week, so making good progress on getting this house painted. More therapy in a paint brush than I ever knew! Plus I made huge strides in a genealogy project and managed to fire a perfect kiln load of glass pendants. Here's hoping next week is a good one!
Friday, October 21, 2011
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Another blowout day
I'm getting numb to these rages. So I think that's an improvement. Today, he exploded over the dogs. Stupid stuff. I assume he was low, but who knows - he's back to not testing. It's been awhile since he's gotten this upset over nothing at all, but I need to post so that I have a record. He truly needs to go to the doctor as the diarrhea has been non stop for nearly a month now, maybe longer. Last night he was feeling sick to his stomach. Could be symptoms that his kidney function is declining again.
Tomorrow I will get back to painting the inside of the house after about 2 months of distractions. I love how clean it looks when there's a fresh coat of paint on the walls. Plus, it takes my mind off everything else.
DW
Tomorrow I will get back to painting the inside of the house after about 2 months of distractions. I love how clean it looks when there's a fresh coat of paint on the walls. Plus, it takes my mind off everything else.
DW
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