Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Just how noncompliant can you get?

It has now been a year since hubby has seen any kind of a doctor or had any labs done.

How long will they allow him to refill his prescriptions?

He is self medicating.  His humulin ru500 is now 50 units in the morning and another 50 units at night.  Remember, it is 5 x the normal insulin dosage.

How much is too much?

He has been gone 9 1/2 months.

I fill my days with gardening, crafts and family.

My nights are awfully lonely.

My denial of what I know he is doing to himself grows daily.

Denial is what keeps me surviving.

1 comment:

S- said...

DW, my heart goes out to you for the loss of your mother. It sounds like you have been dealing with a lot over the last two years.

I made my DH move out last year and last month I moved 800 miles to be closer to my mom. He does not want to divorce. Why? I don't know.

Within a week of my leaving he developed a full blown case of RA out of thin air. So when he calls I get to hear about more of his health woes.

And what I find funny is he still doesn't take responsibility for why I kicked him out...his horrible mood swings, bullying, and so forth. His defense: his diabetes was out of control.

Makes me want to scream but, I don't have to because I'm FREE. Love, S- (new-to-this)